Please help interpret

I can't understand this dream at all. I feel it has a whole lot of symbolism in it.

In my dream at first I was in a church, i think, and i remember watching a priest or father handing out pills to a bunch of people. I remember thinking to my self "act like you've taken the pills and he wont make you take them."

Then all of a sudden I'm flying, and its dark, i think its night time. all of a sudden im outside my house on my phone on my facebook. I see all these rest in peace posts on my wall. Im confused, and a female voice says that i was dead and that two girls had resurrected me.

Then I have like a flashback to the church. I remember waking up in a strange room, and seeing the priest or father putting his pants back on. I start panicking and im clearly naked. Suddenly i realize he raped me, so i call him a bastard and say i hope he rots in hell. He back handed me, and i end up on the floor. I spit in his face, and he slit my throat. I stare at him as he watches me die.

Now im back to me at my house, only now im inside. My family is all upstairs and im following my boyfriend around the house. as we walk past the living room i notice a shadow on the ceiling. my boyfriend then turns around and puts his finger over his lips telling me to be quiet. we havent spoken a single word the whole dream, then he points up to the ceiling, and the shadow forms into my boyfriend, almost like a ghost. so i look at my boyfriend (the one id been following around the house) and he puts a headset on my head. I look at the ghost him and the ghost him starts screaming. Not saying anything, just screaming, almost agonizingly. I started crying and woke up crying and shaky. I dont understand this dream at all!