Drowning

A few weeks ago, I had a dream that I was drowning in a dark ocean, I looked it up on here and it said that I was close to committing suicide. This is kind of ironic because when my aunt was going to kick me out, I tried to drown myself while I was in the shower, but something held me back.

If you read my other story Depressing Dream, it's kind of interesting. I'm in fear that I'm going to screw up and get sent back to my old home, and I might end up committing suicide. I surely don't want to end up committing suicide or leaving my home that I feel very happy in right now.